Wednesday, August 27, 2014

The old Pizzeria


A dim flickering light guides the way inside
To a dusky little room with a worn counter
On the right. Behind the counter is a dry
Old soul trapped within the confines of a
Beguiling young woman. “How many in your
Party?” She proceeds to ask, as you look into
Her face. “Just one” you claim as she glides
To lead you to your seat. “Here I have a
Booth that should suit you just fine. I’ll
Leave you for a moment.” She turns and walks
Away. You look around surprised to find
The dimness has started radiating brightly.
You start observing tarnishes all around
The floor, the ceiling, the walls in between
Even the decorations lack perfection.
Yet somehow it fits with the lady up front
That there be usage to her building.
As you continue to look, you notice a stone stove
That might be older than time. It belongs in
Rome during the past, not here in modern day.
Yet oddly it harmonized with this old soul, found
In an urban setting. They both have stories
And wisdom to share, if one would only listen.  
“Are you ready to order? Or would you like another
Minute?”
“I’m ready now, a Margarita pizza please, and a
Conversation.”
“I’ll have that right up, no problem at all,
But a conversation will cost extra.”
“Sit right on down, forget the pizza, and tell me about
Yourself. This place is so worn, as are you, rest
And enjoy your evening.”
“Worn we are, but we like it that way. It leaves us
With many connections. For we both like to talk
And we both like to serve; helping others
When they are struggling and afflicted.”
“That’s marvelous,” He exclaims as he ponders
Why a woman like her would do this. There
Is something off, something not right, with this
Woman here before me. She looks so young
Yet to hear her speak, one would think she
Was in her seventies. She should be out in
The world, not locked away in the humble store

Yet here she is and here she will remain, forevermore. 

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

carry on

Drizzling rain in the cold wet summer
Has nothing on my soul
Dark grey cannot compete
With the black storm spreading inside.
Gone is the yellow of warmth,
The blue skies of happiness.
Here to stay is the dread
Of loneliness.
A scotch in hand, tears removed from eyes
Crying is weakness.
Carry on.

Death and war in the world
Have nothing on my soul
Burgundy blood cannot compete
With the darkness inside.
Gone is the green birth of a new season
The purple blooming flowers.
Here to stay is the dread
Of failure.
A Bourbon in hand, tears removed from eyes
Crying is weakness.
Carry on.

A lack of color in sight
Has nothing on my soul.
Shades of black wedding with white
Hardly compose the grey inside.
Gone is the beauty of iridescence;
The virgin’s innocent glow.
Here to stay is an awed curiosity.
Bread and wine in hand with tears flowing down
Rejoicing in the freedom of the Unknown.

Carry on. 

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Statistics

Dry eyes, cold heart,
Emotionless existence.
It’s superficial society.
Unguarded minds
Seductive smiles
Humanity has gone too far.

Come tear down my walls
Help me to feel, let me out

Of being another statistic. 

Pride, War, and Tears

“This Friday is probably our last class.” Types a young boy to his Sunday school teacher who is five thousand miles away. “It’s no good. Class is so fun, and has taught me the importance of worshiping God.”

 “Just a second Mom,” says a distracted twenty something pulling her phone out of her pocket to see who was texting her. She smiles as she looks at the display, noting it is one of her favorite Ukrainian students, Seriy. Tears slip down her face as she opens and reads the note from the young boy which shows his understanding of faith and the need for Christian community as his community is in danger of dying.
“Mom, they need someone,” she claims while texting Seriy back expressing her pride in him. “Let me go home.” She pleads with her mother.
“Of course, I will let you go to the place where everyone we love is leaving because of danger.” The mother responds sarcastically.

To some this might seem a dumb exchange, but this is real life. This scenario happened earlier today. An 11 year old boy in a war torn Ukrainian town understands the importance of worship and is grieved that his class is not going to meet as it has for the past 4 years of his life. He is disheartened that there is no one left in his church community to teach and guide his spiritual journey because of the war. He is upset that his initial teacher is not coming back to teach for the summer, as she has for three years.

At the same time a twenty one year old girl is torn between the desire to remain safe and the desire to be with the kids whom she desperately loves, that got unfairly caught up in a war. Her greatest desire is to go back to the neighborhood of her childhood and teenage years; to go back where she is needed. Yet she sits on a nice couch in a safe place writing a stupid blog and talking to those in danger over the internet. She is a coward, not willing to risk herself in order to be Jesus to those who need an example right now.

She sits in the pain and grief of knowing that she has abandoned the people she loves most in life, and might never see any of them again in person. The thought terrifies her, but she does nothing with that fear. Instead she lives as if nothing is different as if nothing is wrong she plays online, watches Netflix, discusses pop culture and snapchats too much. She lives in a bubble to block out the pain of her “sin.” She will text back and forth with some of her favorite Ukrainian friends to make herself feel better, “to distract them from the war” she claims. In such they talk about movies, school, music; everything but the war. 

How is she supposed to be Jesus to these people from 5,000 miles away? How is she supposed to understand the atrocity of war when she has never been under the threat of gunfire or bombs? How is she supposed to be an example to the kids who look up to her when she can’t be there to love on them and play with them or occasionally chastise them? There is nothing she can do from this country but complain on a blog and pray. Which is what she will continue to do. Her body might be in America, going to work, going out to dinner, hanging out at church, but she is done guarding her heart from the pain her people are feeling. She’s done living in the bubble built around her life of caution and safety. She is ready to live more dangerously, to take more risks and be Jesus to more people who might be in danger in this country.

There are actually two wars in the girl’s life. There is one five thousand miles away between two Slavic nations, but there is one much closer to her, in fact it is in her. There is the war for God against evil that is present on a daily basis. All Christians are supposed to be fighting it. Maybe if we all stop living in our bubbles of safety and move into the war zone with conscious effort, we as a collective whole could do something to further the Kingdom. Maybe we could prevent other earthly wars if we were more aware of the spiritual one that every single person fights in one way or another. If Christian soldiers would actually fight instead of passively living their life looking for pleasure and the “happiness” that God want’s for their lives, maybe more people would be touched for Christ, leaving less people to terrorize and harm other peoples. Maybe if people would live what they claim to believe instead of participating in a pastime religion, Christianity would be something people recognize as a lifestyle worth pursuing. Not because the Christian God promises happiness. That is nowhere to be found in the Bible. In fact Jesus promises suffering and proclaims blessing over those who suffer for his name sake (Matthew 5).

The Bible does not bless those who seek happiness, nor does the Bible confuse happiness and joy. That is American culture and televangelists seeking money and fame. What is promised is steadfastness. In Deuteronomy a promise is made: “Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”  (31:6)
Then in the NT book of Hebrews, there is a reference to this promise. Now people may feel like God has left them, but that is simply not true. In part I blame culture and some of the preaching that goes out like the “health and wealth gospel.” It skews people’s perceptions of what and who God is. He is not a genie in a lamp to make life better, he is the tower in which mankind should take refuge during the tsunamis that happen.

God has not forsaken Ukraine, he has not forsaken the children who are no longer going to have Bible class. Rather the teachers and children simply cannot see the big picture and the good that will come out of the class not meeting for a while.


Maybe the good is the children will be safer by not going on to the class. Maybe it is that not having class will force the kids to depend on God for their relationship instead of having another human to lean on in their spiritual journey. Whatever the end result be, I have to believe that God will work for the good of those who love him. Not for the happiness, but for the best end result. 

Thursday, April 17, 2014

A Time for Posting

INTRODUCTION
A.    As a child I was convinced that God had a remote-control he would use to play my life in slow motion during school hours. After school he would use the same remote to play my life in fast-forward. I remember sitting at my desk in elementary school, trying to figure out if time would move as fast as I counted. To me, counting to sixty made a minute, so I figured if I counted to sixty “mississippilessly” (cue laughter of FRIENDS fans) and rather speedily, then a minute would be faster. Then, my 2nd grade brain realized that if I counted to 60 time 60 really fast, a whole hour of school would be done faster. I thought that I had figured out how to “steal” God’s remote control. Well, after counting to sixty10 times, I couldn’t count higher because I was out of fingers to use to keep track of how many minutes I sped up.  Also my teacher reminded me that I could not go to recess until finishing my science work.
B.     As an adult recalling this event in my life, I probably do not remember the event completely accurately, but I remember the feeling of outsmarting God. I had figured out a loophole to the timeline he has already been in, is present in, and will be in. I am ashamed to say that as an adult, I probably too often long for that feeling. I desire the control, the power, the action; I want to have my will be done instead of participating in the will of the Father. However, in the action of “speeding up time” or making life fall into my timeline, I miss a very important aspect of God: His timing. Ecclesiastes 3:1-15 is a passage completely centered on the timeline created and instated by God. It is the “Circle of Life.”

BODY
A.    Verses 1-8 of today’s reading cover the different times of activities set in motion by the Creator.
1.       In this portion, the author claims: “There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build up, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing, a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away, a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak, a time to love and a time to hare, a time for war and a time for peace.” (NIV)
2.      God’s timing is a complex matter, and it does not seem like the seasons he placed in existence are accurate portrayals of his ascribed Characteristics. After all as Ed Young said “we can have whatever kind of God we want. All we have to do is invent him.”[1] In America we constantly are inventing the God that is most beneficial to our timelines. If we were to poll Christians who do not often study the scriptures with the question: “does God prescribe a time for destruction, mourning, killing, giving up, hate, and war?” I am pretty confident that the majority would say “of course not, God is love and these things are not loving.”  
a.       So often, we project the traits of Genie from Aladdin or Santa Clause onto God assuming he is all love, kindness, and generosity. We assume that our perception of “good” is the same as His, which leads to great confusion when times of drought and wanting reach our lives. Projection of our assumptions onto what is, generally has negative consequences.
b.      Assumptions are made when there is a lack of knowledge involved in life. Everyone assumes that they “know best” however, mankind’s knowledge is very lacking.[2] Humans do not know the extent of God’s character. Though he is love, there are plenty examples of His causing destruction.
c.       People do not realize the complexity of the Old Testament God. The God who inspired these writings, the God who claims there is a time for killing and destruction is the same God who inspired the New Testament. He is the same God Christians worship today. 
d.      Because this incomprehensible God set these “times of” into place, they must have meaning. Throughout scripture it can be seen that there are periods of both good and bad in the lives of the heroes. And even though the trials make life hard, they generally bring out growth and better character. Which is why God’s timing is perfect.
B.     The second part of the reading is verses 9-15. This passage discusses the beauty of God’s timing and his plan. It is an attempt to explain and define the poem through prose.[3]
1.      Unlike the first reading, this selection is prose. In it the author says: “What do workers gain from their toil? I have seen the burden God has laid on the human race. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity on man’s heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end. I know that there is nothing better for people than to be happy and to do good while they live. That each of them may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all their toil –this is the gift of God. I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that people will fear him. Whatever is has already been, and what will be has been before; and God will call the past to account.” (NIV)
2.      God’s timing is forever. No one can change God’s timeline except for God. Man cannot comprehend the timeline of God, they cannot add to it or remove anything from it. In this portion “God deals exclusively in forever and flawless.[4]
a.       When men have ideas, they are not original, they have been said before, just in a different way. I mean, every sermon of truth preached by this point is a repeat. It may have a different anecdote, but the main points are going to be recycled. Other men can add to or remove from these ideals and teachings. But when God speaks, it stays the same. Others cannot put words into God’s mouth. One cannot use God’s remote control.
b.      Because God is perfect, everything he does is perfect. There is no margin of era as there is for mere mortals. 
CONCLUSION

            Life runs in a circle. This fact has been observed for quite some time and even has a song about its habit. God instated this circle, a wisdom writer penned a poem about it. It is common knowledge that there is a time for birth and death, growth and decay, examples are found all over creation by open eyes. This week, as you live in your circling habits, I challenge you to see the good in the bad, see the joy through the pain, turn tears of mourning into laughter, and rely on the timing of Him who is forever and flawless.  It is a hard thing to do, but it is a part of the cycle that is extremely productive in producing fruits in the community.




[1] Ed Young, “Been There. Done That. Now What?” (Broadman & Holman Publishing. 1994) 116.
[2] Douglas Miller, “Symbol and Rhetoric in Ecclesiastes” (Leiden: Brill, 2002) 113-114.
[3] Tremper Longman, “The Book of Ecclesiastes” (Eerdmans Publishing Company: Grand Rapids. 1998) 118
[4] David Jeremiah, “Searching for Heaven on Earth” (Brentwood, Tenn; Integrity Publishers, 2004) 70.

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

The First Words of Job: A Look into Job 3:1-6

        There is a phrase I have both heard and used countless times in my life. Generally, it goes like this: “A picture is worth a thousand words.” But as I have pondered the text for today over the past week I realized that though pictures are very powerful, they do not come close to containing the power involved with speaking words. Have you ever thought about the power of words?  Our entire world is the result of God speaking it into life. Mankind exists because God spoke it, not because he took a snapshot of the idea in his brain. Words are powerful, even the words of a mere child have influence behind them. The power of words is seen constantly throughout the day. It may be a mundane coffee order at the café, an article slandering a politician, or an infomercial on television.
At the café, a word’s capacity is evident in allowing the customer to convey what he wants to drink, then in the communication between employees to make sure that the needs of the customer are met in a timely manner and correctly. In the article, the potency is manifested in placing a concept in the reader’s head about the subject being something other than their original idea. And though most people do not buy items from infomercials, I vividly remember being a child and desperately wishing I were 18 years or older so I could call that 1-800 number to buy moon sand. You see, words are powerful. They create, motivate, and breathe life to our world.
The reading for today is based in Job’s first words. So what authority is behind Job’s monologue on the atrocity of his life? In this chapter of the poem, chapter three if you are not turned there already, Job conveys his agony, his pain, and his lack of understanding through his words as he curses the day of his birth; as he questions God’s motive for creating him.
From the get-go Job is singing a song of pity. He doesn’t understand why, being a good person, bad things, rather atrocious things, are happening to him. I mean, whatever happened to retribution theology? According to this though good people prosper and bad people suffer, it’s a ratio in direct proportion to man’s actions, leaving no room for God to bless or curse.[1] He knew that he was a good man, so why had God decided to take everything from him in such a rapid succession? Should he not just “Curse God and die?” Even from his vantage point of being cursed, Job knew better than to go that far, though he does do some cursing.
Take a look at 3:1 with me. “After this, Job opened his mouth and cursed the day of his birth.”(NIV) Before our character even has the chance to speak, the narrator of the poem foreshadows the mood for the reader. According to Marvin N. Pope’s edition of Job in the Anchor Bible Commentary series, the “after this” is a reference not to all of the previous events in the book, but specifically to the seven days of silence.[2] I don’t know about you, but if I had not said a single word in seven days after all these bad things happening to me, I would have probably been more forceful than Job. I really like complaining, even when nothing is wrong, so to have gone through all the trauma of Job that leaves room for a lot of complaining.
Our character’s first words are found in 3:3 “May the day of my birth parish.” Wow, Job curses the day of his birth and wants it to die. He has the audacity to speak death over that which God spoke life. Words are powerful; do you see the power in this statement? He’s not simply asking “God, why was I born.” Not even close, he is saying, God you made a mistake somewhere, I guess it was the day I was born, so I want that day to be erased, if I was never born, I don’t have to go through all this pain and misery you are putting me through.
Personally, I enjoy the way that Robert Alter put this in his work “The Wisdom Books.” You see, he translates the curse like this: “Annul the day that I was born and the night that said ‘A man is conceived.” Words have power. Alter, in his notes on the chapter, goes on to discuss his justification for translating annul and it is essentially that the power behind the English word “curse” has lost its emphasis whereas annul still conveys the intended meaning expressed in the original writings.[3]
Much like when a man repents for sin, and he begs God to remove that blot, to take away the stain and ugliness, to erase the wrong, to annul the sin, Job is asking (or maybe even commanding) that his birth be reverted. However it is important to note that he is not asking for the event to actually be removed, he is not Richie Rich, wishing he had never been born. He is lamenting, mourning his pain and expressing his feelings in a powerful way to all listening, especially his creator.
As read earlier, Job finishes the statement of verse three by not only cursing the day of his birth, but also the night of his conception.  In Clarke’s Commentary on Job and Song of Solomon, Adam Clarke points out that this paralleling statement is for the poetic nature of the work seeing as “it is perfectly unlikely that the night of conception should be either distinctly known or published.”[4]But the animation of words is still noticed, power normally has some scent of beauty to mankind; here is it shown through the style of poetry being used to tell the story.
Instead of stopping with this already imposing statement, Job continues with verses 4-6: “That day – may it turn into darkness; may God above not care about it; may no light shine upon it. May gloom and utter darkness claim it once more; may a cloud settle over it; may blackness overwhelm it. That night – may it not be included among the days of the year nor it be entered in any of the months.”
In his commentary on the book of Job, Habel makes the connection of light and darkness going back to the creation of light in Genesis 1:3. He also reminds readers that darkness is symbolic of death and chaos.[5] Therefore, Job does not stop with simply cursing the day of his birth and evening of his conception, but suggests that it be enveloped in blackness.
The metaphor of darkness and blackness is a vast pool of options. Sometimes it is metaphorical of sin, wrongdoing, painful/bad emotion, nighttime, or danger. The overall metaphor for darkness, however, is being apart from God. God is often described as light so anything that is not light is not of him. Which means Job is asking for his birth to be removed from God. He is still not cursing God, but it would not be a far leap from the command he articulates in his monologue.
But even with the words Job speaks in his first speech, God is more powerful, and his word is most powerful. God does not separate himself from the day of Job’s birth or the moment of his conception. Instead God continues to consider Job to be good and righteous. However, that does not stop God from becoming irritated with Job during his self-pity. YHWH does not enter into the dialogue for a long time, but once He starts speaking, he speaks from chapter 38-41 with no pause.
During His monologue challenging Job to answer the mysteries of the Universe, he still does not revoke the title given to Job in the beginning of the narrative and in the end bestows to this man more than he originally had. There is something to be said for being steadfast to God; something that Job learned through perseverance even after complaining and cursing events ordained by God to happen. Just as Job persevered through his suffering to be a witness of God’s goodness, we are called to the same.
1 Peter 4:13 says “But rejoice inasmuch as you participated in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed to you.” These words are just important as the curse which Job proclaims in Job 3:3. These words reveal that those who maintain the perseverance of Job, and endure the suffering as blameless and upright, then the glory of God is revealed. Considering the traditional Christian answer to the “meaning of life” question is to glorify God, this is a huge deal! If we endure through testing, tempting, pain and suffering and do so in order to glorify the Father, we are rewarded with seeing the fruit of our labors and actually seeing God’s glory.
Job, even though he cursed the day of his birth was very well rewarded by God in the end of his trial. He received more than he had taken away and through gaining a new family and herds, the glory and goodness of God was revealed to him. In the same way, once we are guided through the fire, glory will be made manifest through some form.
If the story of job were not an epic poem, formulated and crafted by a cautious designer, but were instead a series of pictures, the story would lose its power. Potentially, it would still stir emotion, but there would be no way to parallel it to New Testament teachings, or applications to our own lives. The monologue from God, the scene in Heaven would not be known to the world. The story would not be complete to man’s eyes. Thankfully, God decided to share words, powerful words, with his creation allowing the work of this poem to be applicable to generations to come. Because Job has been preserved for years, it has been used as a great resource for being faithful to God during both the good and the bad. Job, before, during, and after his first words in the story truly was a upright and blameless man. He made his mistakes like all humans do, but in the eyes of the Lord he was worthy to see Glory. I challenge you today, whatever your trial is, be blameless and upright, do not curse God, instead be worthy of seeing his Glory.

Works Cited

Alter, Robert. A Translation with Commenty: The Wisdom Books Job, Proverbs, and Ecclesiastes. New York, NY : W.W. Norton and Company, Inc. , 2010.
Arnold, Bill T, and Bryan E Beyer. Encountering the Old Testament . Grand Rapids, MI: Baker Academic Publishing, 2008.
Clarke, Adam. The Old Testament Vol III: Job- Solomon's Song. New York, NY: Abingdon Press, n.d.
Habel, Norman C. The Book of Job. New York, NY: Cambridge Press, 1975.
Pope, Marvin N. Anchor Bible Comentary: Job. Garden City, NY: Doubleday and Company, Inc., 1965.




[1] Arnold, Bill T.; Beyer, Bryan E. Encountering the Old Testament. (Grand Rapids, MI: Baker Academic Publishing) 2008. (p 298).
[2] Pope, Marvin N. Anchor Bible Commentaries: Job (Garden City, NY: Doubleday and Company Inc.) 1965. (p 28).
[3] Alter, Robert. A Translation with Commentary: The Wisdom Books Job, Proverbs, and Ecclesiastes. (New York, NY; W.W. Norton and Company, Inc.) 2010.
[4] Clarke, Adam, The Old Testament Vol III –Job to Solomon’s Song. (New York, NY: Abingdon Press) p 31.
[5] Habel, Norman C. The Book of Job. (New York, NY: Cambridge Press) 1975.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Primal Speech and Psalm 32


INTRODUCTION

            Most church going Christian will claim that when tragedy strikes, one should turn to God for comfort, and that a great place to find that comfort is in the psalms of David. This is probably due to the fact that Davids psalms are his prayers, poetic outpours of joy, anguish, blessing, and grief to his Creator. A psalm of David is simply a prayer and prayer is the first language of man. Eugene Peterson explains prayer is the primal instinct claiming:we do not first learn how to do it, and then proceed to do it; we do it, in the doing we find out what we are doing, and then deepen and mature in it.[1]  

BODY

            In our reading today, Psalm 32, David says Blessed is the one whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the one whose sin the Lord does not count against them and in whose spirit is no deceit.(NIV 32:1-2).

            A respected Lutheran scholar, H.C. Leupold, in his Exposition of the Psalms claims that though the traditional translation of Blessedis technically correct and should be acknowledged as a possible meaning. But his personal opinion is that the word emphasizes happiness as well.[2] His opinion falls well in the current North American thought where being happy is the ultimate goal. After all, there are countless anecdotes about happiness; movies are supposed to end with happily ever after,and the health and wealth gospelis rampant in teaching. While there is nothing wrong with happiness, being happy is not what God teaches his children. Through both example of past human life, and experiences of current life, one can easily see that while the path man desires is a straight line from birth to God with no bumps or potholes, Gods path is full of valleys, and rivers, and mountains, mud pits, and quicksand. Not because He wants his children to hurt because he wants his children to grow and mature into his plan, and without suffering and trial, happiness cannot be cherished. And though some of his children are consistent in prayer of thankfulness in the good and happy times, most turn to him in the bad when they are blinded to the blessings He is bestowing.

I prefer the thought of Dr. Scott Gleaves, who in a lecture once explained to me that though happiness and blessedness may sometimes be correlated; there is no direct link between the two. I realized after some thought that there is no correlation because happiness is an emotion while being blessed is not. One is blessed by God, but one feels happy because of circumstances. In other words, the connection between blessedness and happiness is sometimes happiness is the emotional response to being blessed.

With this differentiation in mind, in our reading, David is not saying that those who are forgiven are happy because even once sin is forgiven, consequence remains; but those who are forgiven are blessed because they are yet again pure in the eyes of the Almighty God.

David goes on to write that When I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy on me; my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer. (NIV Psalm 32:3-4)

In his commentary, J. W. Rogerson explains that admitting that his stubbornness and unwillingness to confess and repent of his rebellion to God caused him pain physically. Rogerson also hypothesizes that Davids groaning is not due to his guilt, but self-pity[3].  When someone is stubbornly refusing to confess and repent, there are consequences added to the consequences of the initial sin. This is seen through the change in David after repentance.

Then I acknowledged my sin to you and did not cover up my iniquity. I said I will confess my transgressions to the LORD. And you forgave the guilt of my sin. (NIV Psalm 32:5)

As soon as David let go of his stubbornness, the consequences of rebellion let up, his spirit and body were set at ease. Though the consequences of the initial sin will remain, once a child of God repents of his rebellion, God will ease his spirit and guilt.

Picking up the reading with verse 8, the reader finds what appears to be the Lord speaking: I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye on you. Do not be like the horse or mule, which have no understanding but must be controlled by bit and bridle or they will not come to you. (NIV Psalm 32:8-9)

Here it seems that the Lord is directly speaking love and comfort to his people (and a little bit of reprimand) . Though we do not have time to look in detail, in verse 7, David had declared God to be a hiding place, and God confirms this declaration. He says to his followers that he will teach and counsel his children. The argument can be made that one way he fulfills this promise is through conscience and the guidance of the Holy Spirit. When one is guilty, he is led to confession by the prodding of the Holy Spirit.

It is no wonder that the Psalmist claims that the one who confesses is blessed. The one who confesses and repents is directly following commandments and the teaching of God. Of course doing as a teacher instructs will lead to blessing and not a curse. The blessings of God are promises for mankind to grab hold of and make good on. Any man can do this, because of the free will described in verse nine. Man can be stubborn like a mule (or David in verse 4) and not listen to the way of God, but that man will miss out on the blessing.  Likewise the man can follow in the way he should go, and the blessing will be given to him. The decision remains in the hand of the man. God wants all of his creations to be blessed, but he does not want to force the blessing upon those who do not show they want the blessing.

David ends this poem in a positive tone: Many are the woes of the wicked, but the Lords unfailing love surrounds the one who trusts him. Rejoice in the Lord and be glad, your righteousness; sing, all who are upright in heart. (NIV Psalm 32:10-11)

The upright in heart, those who have been blessed by Gods forgiveness are commanded to sing and be happy. Not because being blessed and being happy are the same, but because they are clean in the sight of God, which is always a cause to be happy. What an appropriate way to end an outpouring of emotion.

 

CONCLUSION

            As a Christian, it is important to remember that though Blessing is not the same as happiness; the blessing of refuge is always available. We simply must choose to accept this amazing comfort. David understood this promise well and takes hold of it often in his poetic writings. When he has no words to explain his pain or joy he prayed to his comforted. These prayers were then recorded in the psalms. Personally, I think God preserved them because they are a fantastic way to connect through Petersons Primal speech.Preacher Collin Packer says it well in his sermon A Song for Sinners:

Psalm 32 is not only a psalm of David. It has become the property of all of Gods people. Psalm 32 describes the feeling of every person, from Adam and Eve in the beginning, to each man and woman living in the twenty-first century. The words of David can be the words of anyone who feels Davids pain.[4]

 

According to this thought, Psalm 32 can be used by any living person. Logically, this idea extends to all other psalms. So it would not be farfetched to assume that even Jesus connected to his father through Davids writings. This is the stance taken by author N.T. Wright in his book Simply Christian. Wright claims that The agony of the Psalmist reached its own climax when Jesus wept and sweat blood in Gethsemane, struggling with his father about the final step in his lifelong vocation. (p 161).  If connecting to God through the psalms is good enough for Jesus, who was both fully human and fully God, connecting to God through the primal speech of Davids prayer is good enough for me too. I hope praying prayers such as this, with blessings and promises of forgiveness and refuge are good enough for you too. May the peace of the Lord be upon you as you decide if you are going to follow his teaching, or continue in stubbornness. I pray that each of you consider the promises and blessing included in the psalms. I challenge you to read through, and pray through the Psalms this week. It is amazing what God will do when asked. Whether you are praying for the forgiveness, or the refuge, or the teaching, God will show up one way or another.


 

 

Bibliography



Leupold, H. C. Exposition of the Psalms . Grand rapids : Baker Book House Publishing , 1984.

Packer, Collin. "A Song for Sinners." In An Honest Cry, by Bob Chisholm and Dave Bland, 141-148. Abilene: Leafwood Heritage, 2010.

Peterson, Eugene H. Answering God . San Francisco: Harper & Row Publishing, 1989.

Rogerson. Psalms 1-50. New York: Cambridge University Press, 1977.

Wright, N. T. Simply Christian. New York: HarperOne , 2006.